Friday, 24 February 2012

some old blog writing!

Kafka,the cockroach and YOU!

From Birth to Death we fight.We are poisoned,thrown around,attacked,ignored and that's not just all,but we still pop back up, and go back to working like nothing ever hit us.
So why do we work like this?Why do we lose our individuality chasing money?Why do we end up at the bottom of the chain stuck succumbing to everything that comes our way?
I'll tell you why. It's because love is not all we need anymore,money is.If your not chasing fame then you're either chasing money or that dream of the "better life".That is success isn't it?
we live like cockroaches,mindlessly scurrying through life,scrounging through the dirt.They call us resilient.Aren't we then? We are constantly pushed down and stepped on,and we continue to get back up,you might call that survival.I call it mechanical.
Cockroaches are stepped on, sprayed,chased away etc... they still come back.They fight death for a week after a chopped off head,trying to live somehow.They keep evolving,becoming immune to the same things that try to kill them.
They have lived since the dinosaurs,nothing phased them.They still set themselves to work everyday.No breaks,just a mission.
They seem immortal.We seem immortal.
We possess a beautiful instrument that no other living creature on this planet possesses,our human body and what do we do to it?We disrespect it and disregard its importance.So we work till we're sore,we compromise on nourishment,on sleep, we even compromise on the basics like "taking a piss".All because we have been taught that work is more important than ourselves and along with all of this comes the exhausted mind working less efficiently than it already did.
So Franz Kafka was right in his book metamorphosis when turning a man into a cockroach in order to realise the importance of the things that he was losing,to realise the importance of life.
We are the cockroach race and with a belief that this is all life is about.

Magic pain

some new writing...
yes growth happens :P

Sweet serenity drifted over me
As we sat under the knowledge tree
We spoke no words,there was no speech
A pure holy union formed
Between you and me
The solid melted away
As we were swallowed by the suns rays
We were tied together
And still free.
The moon the stars ,skies,sun and sea
It united you and me.
As we lay under a blanket of green
We could hear the whispers of the trees
Everything felt like it was meant to be
Sweet serenity,you and me.
We come back to the life of the city
And we stood stronger than concrete
Our dreams a reality.
But we weren’t strong
We couldn’t see,we grew blind as we slowly felt the heat.
Dreams began to disappear
Our strength began to falter
We could hear Gaia’s laughter
She sent her son away from her daughter.
“Love can handle anything ‘,she said
“Lets see if theyre strong enough to love each other till theyre dead.”
She was right
We were wrong .
We stand here today
As reality washes our love away.
And through it all I stayed true,
To what I believed was the truth
Knowing I needed to be with you.
Somewhere along the way you lost sight
You forgot how to love me back
You forgot to fight
You forgot how to love life
So I said goodbye.
I didn’t think that you wouldn’t fight
All those promises disappeared to dust
Turns out I was never enough for us.
You began to hate everything I was
Tried to change me into something I never was
So with all the strength I had left I turned my back on you
And with Gaia I am trying to make it through
The cosmos reminded me of what I lost
Slowly the haze loses its frost.
Clarity came back.
Im still standing through it all
I realised I was the only one who could break down that wall
You made me hate who I was.
She brought it back.
She brought me back to life.
And through it all I learned a lot.
You tend to learn so much from what is lost

WTF

how can google not have an email recovery system..its killing me that i have no control of those posts now...:(
this sucks..
sucks...
suckss...
sucks....!!!!!

WTF

how can google not have an email recovery system..its killing me that i have no control of those posts now...:(
this sucks..
sucks...
suckss...
sucks....!!!!!

very nice

so thanks to google deleting my old account my blog hangs suspended in the internet air..
here i shall add more..:)
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